Tiger bought my plan ticket a little bit ago. I signed the lease for his apartment on Friday and we have our rental car reserved. And we've done a million other little things to get ready for this move. Things are really starting to move now. The pace is defiantly starting to pick up. This is really happening I can hardly believe it. By the end of April he'll be here living here in the same state that I live in. I will get to see him as much as I feel like. I'll have someplace to go at night and someone to spend my time with. He'll finally be here for me to shower affection on, to love, to serve, to cherish and giggle with. I've known that this was happening that this is really coming true but now I feel it. The excitement thats permeating from the very core of me is filling my life and my world with the most beautiful glow of happiness and bliss. I'm not just excited for my trip or our upcoming time together in the car having whats sure to be the best road trip of my life but I'm excited for everything that comes with him. Tiger is going to be not only my boyfriend but my fiance, my husband, my lover, the father of my children and he's going to be my best friend for the rest of eternity. He wiggled his way into my heart, ruthlessly making me fall in love with him long before I realized that I was even ready to fall again. Tiger is different than any other man thats come before him because not only did he make me fall in love with him but he made sure that my delicate heart had a soft place to land. Tiger ever so gently reminded me of the woman I used to be before hurtful people damaged me. I was damaged to the point that I barely knew who I was and not only did his friendship remind me but it revived me. His friendship alone was wonderful but now I get to be loved by him too. I get to know what it is to be happy when you're with someone. I get to live a life free of heart ache. It won't be free of trials or hardships but I know that I will never again have any doubts that I am loved or ever have my heartbroken so severely by someone who loves me. Tiger won't ever hurt me like that. So....
FULL SPEED AHEAD!!!
Bring on the LOVE!!!!!!
Miss M
Thursday, March 22, 2007
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
He's Moving!
April is coming.
Those words mean that he's going to be here next month. It feels like forever but when you count the weeks, the days its not really that much longer. Tiger doesn't know the exact weekend that he's going to move yet but he said April. Even if its the last day of April it isn't too long from now. Last week we added him to my phone plan. Tiger now has a local phone number for here. He shopped for cars this week too. He's still figuring out whats what with car buying but he's just about ready to buy one. Tiger only has a couple more things to do and then he's ready to move. I'm going to start shopping around for an apartment for him in the next couple of weeks. That should be fun. I liked doing that when ever I've moved. I liked seeing all the different layouts and what things look like inside all these different places. I want to have the apartment set up and furnished for him before he gets here so that all he has to do when he gets here is just go home and go to bed in his own place. I think he'll really like that. I want him to be happy.
It's going to be a completely different reality when Tiger lives here. I'm nervous a bit but it'll be good, really good. I hope that he's happy here. I'm sure he will be but I wonder sometimes how it'll be for him. Its all going to be so new and different. A whole other life he never knew existed before. It'll be hard more than likely to go through so much change but its going to be heaven. Its going to be wonderful to have real life with him. To witness and be involved with all the mediocre, everyday parts of each other's life. I've never had anyone feel like so much a part of my everyday life as Tiger has and he doesn't even live here yet. I wonder what its going to be like when he does. I guess I'll have to wait till April to find out. I'm on the edge of my seat. :)
Miss M
Those words mean that he's going to be here next month. It feels like forever but when you count the weeks, the days its not really that much longer. Tiger doesn't know the exact weekend that he's going to move yet but he said April. Even if its the last day of April it isn't too long from now. Last week we added him to my phone plan. Tiger now has a local phone number for here. He shopped for cars this week too. He's still figuring out whats what with car buying but he's just about ready to buy one. Tiger only has a couple more things to do and then he's ready to move. I'm going to start shopping around for an apartment for him in the next couple of weeks. That should be fun. I liked doing that when ever I've moved. I liked seeing all the different layouts and what things look like inside all these different places. I want to have the apartment set up and furnished for him before he gets here so that all he has to do when he gets here is just go home and go to bed in his own place. I think he'll really like that. I want him to be happy.
It's going to be a completely different reality when Tiger lives here. I'm nervous a bit but it'll be good, really good. I hope that he's happy here. I'm sure he will be but I wonder sometimes how it'll be for him. Its all going to be so new and different. A whole other life he never knew existed before. It'll be hard more than likely to go through so much change but its going to be heaven. Its going to be wonderful to have real life with him. To witness and be involved with all the mediocre, everyday parts of each other's life. I've never had anyone feel like so much a part of my everyday life as Tiger has and he doesn't even live here yet. I wonder what its going to be like when he does. I guess I'll have to wait till April to find out. I'm on the edge of my seat. :)
Miss M
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