Well Tiger has been a little over two weeks now and its been so great. I knew I would be happy if he were here but I didn't realize I could be this happy. The trip out there and back was great. I had a god time with Tiger's family. His dad likes me now so that made the trip even better. His dad didn't like me much before but once he realized that I would take care of Tiger and that his son really does love me he's been much better about the whole thing. The road trip back in the rental car was long but it was such a blast. We had a fantastic time together. We spent a day in Colorado Springs close to where I used to live and I got to take him to a few of my favorite places and we stayed with my aunt who lives in Colorado for a couple nights. The whole thing was great. We took our time and drove back at a pretty leisurely pace. It was great, greater than I thought it could be.
Its been fun setting up his apartment with him. I know I don't really live there but it feels like our home because we've both worked so hard for it. I spend all of my free time here even when he's not here. I only go home to sleep and shower. All of this makes me want to marry him even more than I did before. I hate going home at night and not being able to be with him in all the ways I want to. Its a very sweet form of torture but I love it. I love him. I'm just so happy. everything with Tiger feels like such a dream. I can hardly believe that this is my life that this wonderful fantasticness is really mine. Tiger is so great for me. He loves me so much. When I think I look the worst is when He thinks I'm the cutest. I think my glasses make me look nerdy and that I look awful with my hair up but he loves it. He loves everything about me. Tiger makes me feel so cherished. I really love feeling that way. Its sort of a new to me and I can't get enough of it. His love makes me feel whole again. He makes right all the wrongs and hurts I've gone though. This is my heaven on earth and its just getting better and better.
I thought I'd get more sleep with him here but I don't. I might even be getting less. :) I'm up late with him all the time and when he's not here I'm cleaning the place up and keeping busy and I'm always busy with him and going and doing. I'm tired. Heaven makes me tired but I couldn't care less I love it. I love him and I love having him here with me. Its wonderful. This is my life and I love every moment of it.
Miss M
